Hello my buddy lil Bob. Just finished working out. On the road now so I'll talk to you later tonight if it's okay with you Pa. Always my heart, blood red soldier man...
Hello lil Bob. Probably repeating myself again, but I needed you buddy. All alone and so were you. We should have been able to work something out. I would have protected you...helped you...anything Bob. I worshipped you man. You were my hero. Why didn't it play out Bob? What hurt you so bad? I think you and I know, but still I could have helped you through it if you'd have allowed me Pa. This is still unbelievable to me. Does life ever go out way? Mine did for a time. But I was only very fortunate. I may consider a change of life soon lil Bob. Love you lil man...Always all my heart so deep gentle pained man. So alone...no one should be so alone lil Bob. I'm sorry. I share your pain. I get it truly. Love papa.
Love you lil Bob...all my heart...goodnight Papa
I think perhaps I needed you much more than I may imagine you needed me, or perhaps anyone, lil Bob. I am a very alone lone loner but kind and good. And I am like a rock to my that I befriend...solid...oh my Bob. What will I ever do? Something must change Bob seriously. I'll let you know my intentions...you and Walt. Heading home from the gym now. Ok? Talk a bit later okay Pa? From my deep hero father love.
Hello lil Bob. You know me. I'm all alone totally alone. I have no one...day in day out
..alone. I would like to meet your family. I would like to attend your service. I want to meet your family face to face, and they likewise to know who your friend Patrick is/ was that loved you and cared about you. I think it's important for each of us to have a greater understanding of who is the man we love.. is my thought. I love you lil man. Always.
Loved so much Bob. I can't let it go ....god help....please
Hello lil Bob. Have to travel tomorrow for a few days. Was just thinking on you. Life is so very short and then we're all gone forever...and that's a very long time. I think it's insanity to allow some ideological, fanatical perhaps, group of hypocrites to tell us how to live our lives. It is our life after all, and for just a very short while, then to allow some to tell us how we should live...ha a joke perhaps...i know how to treat people with love and respect. I should be granted same. I am a good person....those who attempt to overwhelm our humanness and steer us into their ideal of reality....hogwash....even look at all the so-called godly guides we have been exposed to...no more than sinners in the highest. Jesus himself would tear the churches asunder. Hypocrites not preaching love but otherwise...hey lil Bob...just my opinion. I'm a little frustrated tonight. You and my buds are dying and I'm angry as hell. Love you Bob. Always from the depths. I was to be your guardian to the end of days. Don't be mistaken 'tis true. I was your bodyguard at the very least brother. I had your back Bob. No one, no one ...no danger...I had you lil Bob. Love you Pa.
I've always loved you my hero, my father. I can't let you go so easily. You were/are all I have lil Bob. From day one. I knew I knew but what what can a man do Bob? Life is so hard...as you know...so sorry pa. From the depths of my soul lil Bob.
Hello lil Bob...so much missing you so my friend...sitting here alone in the dark...praying you might appear...goodnight pa...from the depths...Remember...you are loved papa.
A light lil Bob, alight tonight, to show you this, you're sorely missed. And the hope it reaches you and gives you the warmth you so needed. You are missed soldier.
Hello Bob. I'm lighting this candle tonight in the hope that somewhere out there in the vast unknown you will see this light and know that you were a light unto this world, that you were loved and admired, that you are sorely, terribly missed. I am so so sorry for your tremendous pain and suffering you were having to bear until it all became too much. You were so strong, courageous, to the very end. So strong, so resolute... such a strong lovely man I shall not see again nor let slip quietly into the night. I have and will continue to shout into the skies that I love and miss my buddy Bob Miller. I love you and miss you my great buddy, Robert Miller. Soldier on my buddy. You are loved.
My buddy. Im so sorry I wasn't able to help you more. I did my best buddy out of love. You were my best friend, a light in the night and you will never know what you did for me by being my friend, my father, my confidant. You were special. It's so sad that you didn't realize how important you were to some of us, how much you were loved and needed. You are missed more than you could have ever known. So so sad Bob that you didn't know and you left the way you did. You were loved Bob Miller. You were seriously loved and needed. Youve left behind grieving people that loved and needed you buddy. I will always love you and remember you as one of the great guys.
You were loved my friend, and will never be forgotten. You were a candle in the darkness. I won't forget.